On the night like this.

Yeah.

Have you ever feel like the mood and ambience of the night make your feeling swing a lot?

I have and I do.

Somehow this mood brings sad feelings as if I can see what the future lies on me. I know life can be so tricky, but why it plays me more difficult in my age now than before. I look back at years when I found life could be so easy. As a child, a college student, a grad, or even in my first year of work, I found that I don't have to worry a lot about thingsm

I guess when a guy is getting older, the challenge is getting bigger. The way he solve and pass it is the thing that makes a guy the bigger guy than before.

I don't know if I can survive from it, but I know that I am trying and will do. I know if challenges force my mood a bit soft than before, I don't have to take it for granted because life should be meaningful and fun.

In the end, I can say that this mood swing is a good thing. It's a sign that I should calm down, play low, and be grateful of everything. I might not get everything I want, but think of it as a chance to prove myself that if I want to get it, I have to work more harder than before.

In the end, finally, what I need is a hug. A hug. And someone that will say: "everything will be okay. Don't worry."
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