tragedi~

a strange title.. the reason? simple.. i don't know about mine anymore..

Got a news from pedagogy about my schedule.. Bottom line is: find another one.

Got a message from an old friend: resigned and go!


To think about, it won't be easy to resign from a job without a backup plan. If i decided to quit my current job, I should have a backup-plan, which include activities to do during my break, and living cost for a few period of time.

And what if it doesn't work well?

I probably be unemployed for a few period of time. My age affects my ability to find a job.

It's useless to have a master degree from an American university, to have a fluent english proficiency, and to have experience in teaching if i can't find a decent job.

I might end up leaving this city and pursuit another plan outside Jakarta. It might be good for me to start over in another country. It might be great to leave all troubles and learn new things.

I must think the positive side here. Every path has its own consequences. And every path will bring to the best result, no matter what barriers and outcomes and challenges face. Life goes on.

May my future be bright as always.