2015. The other half.

Hey beren.

I always postponed myself on writings. Well, no excuses but I found myself in a place where it's too late already.

Too late.

Anyway, am thinking of writing a journal. Going to do it tonight. Will get my laptop, writing on guideline, then do the background. Tomorrow I think I can go somewhere inspiring and complete summarizing references. On weekend I can start developing questionnaire, if I need one, and then distribute it to my students and friends. Next week by Monday I can work on finishing chapter 1-3, then after the questionnaire has been completed, I can start processing the results, make analysis, and conclusion. If this worked, i can start developing ideas for publishing a book about fashion business. Asking friends to contribute on the writings, like idea developing, concept actualization, analysis trend and market research, then strategies and profit analysis.

And this will not be late.

Happy face.


Be motivated.

Meet inspiring people. And be happy.

Love. RK.

so.. what's up?

yo, how you doing?

:)

I was in the coffeeshop, killing some time, when I realized this blog-thingy has been forgotten for a while. Then, assume I am back to this hype, my post now will be about ...

BRAIN-DAMAGE.

Critical level: alert stage five. LOL.

That's what happened when you are teaching NUMBERS for three semesters in a row. So tiring. Teaching finance, accounting, and budgeting to more less 5 different classes can be, again, so tiring!. And it's not like teaching to 5 classes only, but it's like teaching to twenty person per class. The pace is slow, then when you plan to give a slight complicated materials, we go back to zero. Again.

I was like this for the whole week. And that happened for fifteen weeks in a row. Sometimes I was like a very quiet guy during lunch or afternoon break because my brain is stop processing.

Normally, I enjoy teaching. But recently, I start to "hate it". And probably because of these numbers-subjects.

GET ME OUT OF THESE MESS.

Almost a year. REALLY!

WOW.

I literally have been lazy lately in uploading my blog.

Sorry about that. Wonder why...

O well, probably the best reason is the emerging of social medias that made myself use those as the media of uploading infos of myself. With just a click of thumbs, pictures can be uploaded instantly. With those thumbs also texts can be delivered instantly.

But then, I was like having a moment when I realized I miss blogging. Although most of my students define blog as their place of uploading their narcissistic images WITHOUT describing them, but blogs have been part of the lives of so many people. Instant, fast, and cheap (or free).

Anyway, it's the first week of the semester in my school. So many new faces come and replace the old  teams. Sad to lose old friends because I have been with them for the past 8 years.

Sad to NOT teaching also. I have been teaching since 2003. Yeah, 11 years. That's quite a milestone for someone as introvert-shy-indecisive to be the kind of guy now.

The reason why I am not teaching for now is because of a project to be completed soon. I do miss teaching because I find myself work best in front of students. That's my competency, I guess. But on the other side, I think I need this break. Old wise said: Find my inner self, find some new experiences, and grow.

O anyway, let's not be a melancholy drama-queen on this first week. But rather be more content and cheerful in this situation. Let's make this blog-thingy a serious one and post more interesting topics.

Until next time.

This is my picture of the week. I took it last week, early in the morning, at the rooftop of my house. 

August 2013 songs.

My songs of the month. And probably for the next month. The first one is because I am practicing on the CUPS game. It is so fun because I can, you know, use my poker face to win, probably. LOL.

The second song is like everywhere. I heard it for the first time on the Jimmy Fallon's Late Night, when Jimmy and Robin and others were singing to it. Then I started to move my head from left to right, up and down, then move my hands accordingly. It is a good song. A great one. Very catchy. But the fun part was when I posted the cover image to my Instagram, someone commented on it and asked if I have seen the MV. The unrated version. And voila, there it is.


Anna Kendrick - Cups (Pitch Perfect's "When I'm Gone")



credit to Youtube.


Robin Thicke - Blurred Lines (Unrated Version)



credit to Youtube.

It's beginning to sound like a great holiday.

NOT!

Yeah, I was kinda sad to hear about the cancellation trip. Although at first I have this feeling it won't actually be true, but still, you don't promise when you cannot keep. At first I thought they probably think of me as the new dude from the old era, then they probably say, doh, don't give this treatment to him (me), he's not deserve to get it. Or I probably just being so sarcastic and find someone to blame. Oh well.

I was waking up with this major headache. My aircon is not working properly, and to get it fix during this major holiday is like to get a taxi after a monsoon period. Then, I realized, I am alone during the break. Double sad. I am going to spend this full week with nothing but room-cleaning, which probably my least favorite job to do. I distance myself from friends and families because of no reasons. Now I have to get used to this kind of live.

Going home to a home where I feel not as my home anymore won't solve my problem. But is it true that the reason of this moodswing and pathetic feelings is because i feel lonely? It might, but NO, that's not it. I'm just lost. LOST.

This august will be hard. A very hard month. I just have to live with it and get used to this.

My double personality: Oh dude, get up. pray. He will comfort you. You don't have to worry.

Instagram Captures. 2.0.

The bike where I spent a 50-minute after working-hours cycling, resisting, and speeding

No, this image does not belong to me. I don't know how I have it, but if it belongs to you, text me. If not, anyone overseas would like to send it to me? So difficult to buy it here. *sad* *so.want.this*

It's Mumun again. Now she's having a nice afternoon birthday with her sisters and brother on Outback.

The ring. Belongs to a friend. But the finger is mine. Do you think I can be a finger-model? LOL.

This is my room. Next image, please.

And this is the house I've been living on for the past six months.

Introduce: My definition of quick meal. Meatball is a necessary on the list.

Yes, another meatball appears on the picture. Nom Nom.

I capture this watch from fossil.com. Unfortunately it hasn't been sold in town. Be patient.

When my class for the January intake ended.

This is the runway where all the pretty girls and boys pose and walk. No way I'm gonna do it by myself. LOL LOL.

almost Holiday.

I post this in about an hour and 28 minutes before the working hours ends for the day. With nothing to do during school break, and course outline and presentation have been updated for the next term intake, i literally have nothing to do. Some people suggested me to go on facebook, tweet, or post on instagram, but with this 24/7 online activities, even those social medias have becoming so bored to look at.

My mind is on the beach right now. O yeah, I'm going to the beach. I think. LOL. I have no idea what kind of beach it is, but hopefully the private beach from the hotel will impress me. If not, then hello swimming pool.

But who am i kidding for. I don't know how to swim. So, the beach and the swimming pool won't give me leverage. I probably just gonna lay low on the side of the beach with my books that I plan to read since two or three years ago.

Holiday is like a luxury good here. They only give me 12 working days for a leave annually. Although a year has three semesters with two-time semester break, but still, they require me (us) to come and work.

So, when a chance to have fun and be free and enjoy the nature, I instantly take part on it. And now, with this ticking clock, my excitement is getting bigger and bigger and hope this vacation will be a good one.

Happy Semester Break, everyone. It's like Spring Break in here.

xo.

cannot find the pic

argh.

it's almost an hour passed by while i still stuck with looking for my pic with hannah, the cute dog my friend has, few years back.

Hm.

anyhoo...

Dog. Pet. I want it so bad. I've been moving to a new place for the past one month, but the owner doesn't allow me to have a pet. O well, it might be for good since i dont have enough supervision to do it.

My new place is so awesome. I post pics of it soon. But the reason why it is so awesome because i finally can cut lots of transport fee since my place is just a 10 min by feet away from school. Yay.

O well, i need to go back looking for the pic. Talk to you later, beren!

XO.

being a teacher.

So, i was in a middle of teaching when i noticed how my students behave differently on assignments they were working on. Some were smart enough to understand and do the project immediately after being assigned, while few was wondering what the assignment was, and the rest were just, you know, cheerleading.

Then i came up with this formula. A good class is when the teacher is less talk, but more work. So there, theories sometime are unpractical for design students. What they need is factors to stimulate their creativity. So, forget about textbook, grab those practical books, how-to-do procedures, and teach them the steps, rather than focusing on what does it mean.

Don't get me wrong, definition is important, but business work requires application, rather than books. As a teacher, you do have the role to explain the theories, but it's more on general. At least the students know the concept. Forget about memorizing, but rather than make them thinking what to do next.

The simplest way is, give projects, rational project of course, then teach them how to make that project be real. Give step-by-step things they need to do.

Even in this multi-billion dollar education world of business topics, they cant promise you that your business will succeed, but if you have luck and persistent, and NETWORKING, they work best rather than just theories on your head.

Gym Freak?

 So, I've been into this gymfreak for the past 20+months, successfully lose around 10 kilos at the beginning of 7 months, but again got 8 kilos more weight when my gym was out of the business. Then join another gym, but due to the lack of equipments, got bored for a month or two. Then join a big established-international gym, spend three to five times a week with RPM, but less weight-training. To cut it short, NOTHING HAS CHANGED.

It's my wake up call. I realize this when  I was being shot close-up. It was like looking at the whole face on an image-typical size.

Dude, wake up. 

You are over-fat now!!

Analyzing what went wrong with my gym is actually very simple. I am lost there. RPM is a piece of cake, but it just built my resistance. If I don't spend 45-60 minutes and continuously raise the bar on my weight training, all is useless.

So, I decided to wake up and start learn about getting fit. It's my serious healthy post and by keeping this on post here I hope I can reach my ultimate goal.

Not to go for six-packs, muscle body, But hey, lose weight, keep shape, no excessive fat, and in the end "to feel and look good while naked."

FIGHTING!
 

My current playlist.

I think the current list i have on my phone music is very interesting. And to remember that i have great times with these songs, i decided to use the help of youtube and post their MV. (haha, i'm so random).

Beyonce-Love on Top


Maroon 5-Payphone


Gavin Degraw-Not Over You


Owl City/Carly Rae Jepsen-Good Time


fun.-Some Night


Maroon 5-One More Night


Taylor Swift-We are Never Ever Getting Back Together


Phillip Phillips-Home


Adele-Skyfall


Flo Rida-Whistle


Ellie Goulding-Lights


P!nk-Blow Me (One Last Kiss)


Neon Trees-Everybody Talks


Alex Clare-Too Close


Katy Perry-Wide Awake


David Guetta (feat. Sia)-Titanium


Nicki Minaj-Pound the Alarm


Wiz Khalifa-Work Hard, Play Hard


Beyonce-Dance for You

Headache.

The pic is not my work. I took it from pinterest. Join it. It's the best place to stimulate your creativity by appreciating others' work visually. And it gives you a good start of seeing the world in just a click away.

 
Was sitting for hours and suddenly i felt like some electrify-random-bolt hit my head. I wonder what will happen if literally it hits me. I might be a super power or I might be like Tom or Jerry, oh wait i forgot which one is the cat, got struck by lightning and his body looked like an x-ray chart.

It's common for people, my age, to get this thing. On one side i think it happens because of ignoring doctor's appointment, and this thing is probably the side effect of other variables like age, work, and health issue. Some people think that, o yeah, you are the boss, you are not working on entry level, so no need to focus on how operational team works hard everyday just to make you more richer than yesterday. Your job is to sign, sit properly, dress nicely, attend feast-eating activity, and let the hard work on the operation.

That's why you still on the operations if your way of thinking is exactly like that. #justsaying

But nope, I'm not discussing that different level of job responsible thing, but rather on my headache. It might be from the loads of work I have recently, the expectation of getting higher salary, or position, or even better job, I don't know, but it is getting to my nerve.

Sometime when bestfriends call and ask to meet on weekend, I politely said, oh well, ignore, that and just sleep. Age then, right? Yeap, age matures people in the way they behave, but as consequence it limits the way people behave also.

The best way to overcome this, oh well, healthy life. Even just for an hour at the gym, work at the muscle, cardio, body resistant, they will help to stimulate your body so that your heart still races rationally, and your brain still helps you to think.

Oh my, again, this post is so random. Maybe because the headache is getting worse, or vice versa, or maybe I'm a random person. #hm.

September 28, 2012

The date when i read that word and realized that it's over. For good. And this time i won't buy anything you will say. It ends.

i'm so random

Karawaci

 

So the day's post is about randomness. :)

Like what I'm doing right now. I just posted a picture i took few weeks ago on my way home. It's again another random thing I like to do with my cell and with a little help of some filtering.

Looking at the pic probably will wonder you all of is this really Jakarta? From the crowded city to populated area, is there really a place like this here?

O well, literally it's not in Jakarta actually, but hey, you can travel to this place only 30 minutes from the most traffic intersection at the city. My point is, yes, we still have this part of the town here, where everything is organized and pedestrians/trees are highly respected.

Give me one place at the city where you can cross the redlight with patient. I bet you will find it difficult to name one. But here, there will always be a redlight blink red,yellow and green and two officers organize how people cross it everyday (except when it's raining hard. Yeap, officers are also human, i suppose). Even ojek and bajaj will difficult to be located in some parts of the town.

Here the place where people know that convenience is the key. This part of the town is where greens are so common and when you look up to the sky at nights, stars can be seen as clear as what your childhood stories would be.

This part of the city is the place where you don't have to be afraid of cars, bikes, and motorbikes. ALTHOUGH there are few of them who think one second is so important and just ignored the sign, but most population still respect the law.

Somehow i imagine Jakarta will be like this town. Organize, Clean, Safe, Modern. Somehow.

#told you this post is so random. just like my heart to you that is so random also. #eaaaaa

the perfect date

I was having a conversation of topic for this blog with my new friend about things i should write on. Haha. it's so funny to think that getting an idea is not as easy as writing this. But yeap, he suggested on writing about him. But dude, really? what topic should i take?

Suddenly i remembered about something. He was having a date a day before. And there. what's your definition of perfect date?

For some people, just be together with their dates can be considered as the most romantic thing. For others, it's not that simple.

Let's take the first case. A and B are just known one another, and since they haven't define their relationship, they both decided to take a step ahead and go out for a nice casual date, with dinner at typical restaurant, and spend the next 3-4 hours by watching movie together.

The second case will be when they have DTR, they step it up by going to a fancy restaurant, shopping together, cooking meals, and probably travelling together.

The third case when they have been in relationship for longer than what they could think of. Typically they both know what the other wants, hates, etc. So typically they need to romantically change their routine by visiting new places, what they used to call cullinary experiences, or double dates and rememberance the love they have.

These three cases are similar but different from themselves. Not to judge on the nature of the dates, but can we define the perfect date if they are so typically arranged based on past experience? Where is the spontaneity and surprise moments? Where the initiative of saying, hey let's watch tv instead, bring wine, i cook, or take-out, then let's dress like a prince/princess and imagine we are in a scottish castle with butlers and horses and parks and accents (o wait, ignore that. I watch too many british movies).

We define perfect dates differently. But the idea is the same. We want to impress our partner. It's probably not as romantic as we expected, but at least we try to romance it.

Even the simplest gesture and words can be the perfect date. So, grab your cell, text your spouse/partner, and say: hey, i pick you up now. Wear white cloth because you look like an angel on it. Or just simple one: I ..... U. U decide.

#I just thought this post is a bit romantically designed. My bad. I need to be loved. There I said it. XO

Instagram Captures

The following  are some pics originated from my iphone and edited using some filter softwares. Haha. I uploaded some of them on my instagram. Comments please.

 Gandaria City. Ground Level. Random list of restaurants wall.

 A box of homemade cupcakes given by my students of completing thesis supervision. Look at the details of the cakes. There's me, a bike since i love RPM so much, mac and bb, statistical book, and those two girls who succeedly passed the exam.

 This was uploaded on IG right after i saw the movie. Anne is so breathtakingly gorgeous.

 Meet my stuff animal. Mumun. LOL. She has a big bro though. :p

 Was practicing filters and shapes. Doh i need lotsa practices!

 The building where i spend most of my workdays. Some friends asked me, was it the one on sale/rent part? LOL.

 Ikiya. Favorite Japanese restaurant. Sahid Apartment.

 I know. I need to clean this messy room. I know. No comment for this please. #lazy. #help.

 So i'm into buildings nowadays. This one was Sahid Apt Residence. Next to the hospital.

 UPH. Gorgeous, isn't it? And i don't need to re-filter most of it. It's already beautiful.

 My workout. It's still years til i satisfy with the result. Oh well, i should use a PT. soon. 

Gold Gym. Citywalk.

 Roppan. The next best Japanese restaurant. Love the food. Not the bread. 

Citos. Ropan.

 I met my bestfriends, but since no taxi available, we were walking from PS to FX. Imagine that!  Then i noticed this angle of shot. And it doesnt disappoint me at all.

 I shouldn't post this since that moment I was just having a 5-km, 450cals run, and 1 class of RPM lesmills, plus 30 minutes of weight training. They all useless with a large box of wings from Bon Chon. Citywalk.

 Took this on my way home from work. Roxy.

Oppa Gangnam Style. Dance! op op op op. SEXY LADY! Woof woof. Go Psy.

don't depend

Oh yeah!

I am working myself on the idea of self-actualization. Wait, nope, i mean, self-fulfillment.. or something else, huh? The idea of work my ass of without depending on others is a bit absurd, isn't it? We all need others to help. Just like what happened to my work lately. This "big" project, which actually i found it a bit bureaucratic-formality-and-i-wonder-will-it-change-my-payment stuffs that i've been working on is eating up my time. It's like i got paid for 5 hours only but the other five is for free. But hey, who's complaining? I like it but then they are so many things to do. Delegate to others must be the best work now, but will that happen actually?

Oh enough of it. I'm posting now for something similar. And since i'm such a drama queen trap in a man's body (haha, lol) it's about love now. When you love somebody, will you use your trust or dependency? Trust, probably, but depend? hm. Another absurd moment, i suppose. But most of my local friends apparently are so depending! Don't think bad, but imagine you are walking by at the mall, and you see a couple where the dude is carrying a fake luxury bag of his girlfriend which is way too big for both of them. Got my point?

Dependence.

I dont mind being on it since i like others to depend on me. But i cant depend on them, i suppose. Somehow it's my trust/perfectionist thing that work inside my brain of acknowledging others can help. I mean, it's not easy to find friends with same vision, nonetheless there are people willing to help with benefits.

I suppose in some ways we need help, but if we can work first, then do it. Ask help when there's no other solution. But be remembered also, when there are too many things o your plate, share, ask, depend to others. It will ease lots of burden.

#random #indecisive #stuffs.

now i'm just somebody that you used to know.

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

...

Gotye's song of somebody that i used to know was on my brain when i wrote this post. i was like playing hardball but in reality it was just a stupid reason to do that. i was like thinking, maybe, if i stop texting, they would texted first and said they missed me. BUT NO! this was the fourth day and no single text on my socmed account. Was i overexpecting situation here? or just playing cool and let it flow?

OR, and yeap, this is what i have been thinking after reading past stories, they just trying to be polite.

Somehow this life is getting tougher and tougher. But somehow i think i haven't met you. will i?

relationships and giving up.

apparently this week was my ups and downs week. old friends come and go, new friends come and go, and close friends come and go.

the best thing is that i know i'm not alone. i do have my best friends eventhough they are busy with families and work. but in time of needed, i find other new friends that are considered as the best.

so i thank to you all, friends, whereever you are. i know sometimes my plan and your plans don't come along, but somehow i know that you all can be counted for me when i am sad or happy, and i proudly say that you also can count me for good or bad. i will try my best to help you. just ask.

for my future friend, you know how i feel about you. but i guess it's time for us to go separate ways. the way i feel is not the same as you feel.

i. give. up.


a bit mellow when i write this since i lost my 1 and 7 months past and just don't give up crush. i will move on and live my life to the fullest.

Letting Go

I happen to follow this amazing twitter account that twit some encouraging words. Quotes are easily understood then i decided to post some of its postings on my blogs. Just to remind me that past is just another chapter for a better future during my time of sorrow.

everyone can make you smile but not everyone can make you happy.

you know what makes letting go of a crush so hard? the fear that the minute you let go... they'll catch on.

have you ever loved someone so much that it just made you cry?

letting go doesnt mean you forget the person completely, it just means that you find a way of surviving without them.

just because you are single, doesn't mean its the end of the world. you will find someone soon, the longer it takes, the more worth it will.

it's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye.

they asked me what i see in you, i smile, look down, and say nothing, because i dont want them to fall in love with you too.

how will you know if it's the right decision if you never make it?

the best relationship is when you can act like lovers and bestfriends at the same time.

the more we find, the more we lose. the more we know, the more we hurt. the more we care, the more we are sad.

don't smile to hide the pain, smile to heal the pain.

Inspired Moment 3

Underestimated.

Don't judge the people especially someone you want to have a long good relationship on the first meeting. That won't happen good. Why? You cant judge him for just two or three hours. It takes time. Besides, he probably is doing self-awareness, image-control, or he just too awkward to talk because of, to put in romantic way, love struck at the first sight.

Some people are born with the charms, while others need other ways to charm. Some people are good with words while lack of social communication while others are good even if they just smize, yes smize, a little. Some people are blessed with families who don't care who they are, while others are struggle of be themselves and pretended of having double life.

But underestimating is far greater from that. When you are doing that thing, you don't actually manage to change their negativity into positivity. Underestimate may cause awkward moments when you finally realize, probably, or maybe, you have feelings!

My inspired moment from this post is:
by being underestimation on everything, you limit your view of other positivity. Free yourself of this self-actualization that others are way better than you. It will just cause negativity in your life. Instead, think of other weaknesses as their lack of understanding of limitation of their study. By acknowledging them, you will go from ignorance to helping. Besides, if what you think they are lack off because of your high standard,  it does not mean that their lacking off is negative right? It's just that those small things actually the important part of the big things. Just don't give up.

Behind the reason of these inspired series.

I recently knew and met someone who has such a strong character and inspired people, and I am one of those people who are lucky to be inspired.

Have you have someone or something that -to quote from Bonx word- becomes your momentum to stand up and say to the world: hey, enough of this laid back, lazy, unmotivated, static, and lame things. It's time to move on, grab the future by do actions. It's time to say to the world, I am going to conquer you and I will. Yeap, have you?

I have. And it happens because of you, my inspiration source. And i do believe it has to happen.

So i started to follow my source to just go and pursue. Find my own happiness. Hence, I need a place to record my story for my future, so I am releasing several inspirational moments. And hopefully my future will be wonderful. Yes, what i mean, i will get the answer. Good or Bad, I don't care. But i care is that i have tried in the end.

xoxo, Poldhe.

PS: don't agree about inspiration. My definition of inspire might different from you. Hey we all have our own views of words and things, right?

Inspired Moment 2.

unpredictable and irregularities happen not because of random acts. there is always a reason why those happen. and there is always a reason why you have new friends and more. Live with no expectation might sound absurd but by doing so, you will find accidentally so many possibilities. Poldhe. (paraphrasing from u.kno.wu.u.r)

Inspired moment 1.

I learn something good today. Not all questions should be answered. There are some that left in mystery. Even if i ask, it's not my place to demand answer. But it's like a puzzle, if u cant solve it, then use your brain, motivation, persistence, to solve it. Even it takes a minute. A day or months, just do it. Just don't give up.

Pre-Inspired.

Doors meant to be broken if they couldn't be opened. When a door is unanswered, use keys. Or use windows. Or yeah break it. Just think outside the normal ways. It's monday, it's hectic, it's traffic, but it's another day to get what you want. Pursue and have fun with it. :) #stopcomplaining!

broke. up.

it is hurt but another fling has just gone by. it's just the best for me to happen now. best i mean worst. but i know i should just move on. and have fun with life.

i don't expect to have a good ending. because everything was not in order. but. again. it's for the best.

3.10pm. 16 hours ago.
Ik verontschuldig me, ik wil niet om je teleur te stellen of zelfs uit elkaar. je verdiende beter.

poldhe.

A test from an app

Do ignore this post since it's a trial one.

XO

April. yeah.

It's been months since my last post. Wow. Never realized that I am so lazy in writing on this blog. I wonder what's the problem back then. It's not that i don't have time, but i guess it's wayy faster to write or tweet than put all of them in one single story.

But yeah, here I am, back on writing.

I sit on the corner of the coffeehouse for the past 3 hours, doing jobs and stuffs from work when i realized that this blog should be updated frequently. The reason is simple, writing makes me learn about writing. :) 

So, how's life? 

Mine is good. although it literally hits me with a situation where it's a boring one. LOL. Yeah i am now trapped (positively) in a very constantly routine stuff. Work, Gym, Home! My way of befriend with friends are practically zero. I haven't seen my bestfriend from home like ages. But thankfully I do have one friend who I see and will see every day since we go to the same gym and since she is the one who refers me to my gym now. 

Close friend? o yeah, baby. But yeap, that's another story to tell.

Talk about the gym, I experienced a turmoil. Wait, i don't think if it's the correct word but i experienced an up-and-down of thing on my weight. Haha. I guess people will go to a situation where they don't care about the proteins, carbs, etc. anymore for a certain period as an active member of a gym. 

Motivation and determination should be the key to succeed in losing some weight. I should think about it also. Besides, paying hundreds of thousands rupiahs should be equaled to the target set previously, right?

Oh well, we'll see in a matter of week or two of what will happen to the weight. If it stays the same, then blame the machine NOT the person. LOL.

PS: it's so random. next time will be more educational approach. LOL.